Jul 28, 2005 14:27
TODAY WAS NOT COOL! I HAVE A BLATTER INFECTION AND IT HURTS SO BAD AND MY MEDS TURNED MY PEE BRIGHT BLUE AND IT LOOKS SO COOL!ME AND THE MOTHER FIGURE GOT INTO A FIGHT TODAY ABOUT MY DAD AND HOW HE THINKS HE IS LIKE SPECIAL AS IN HE THINKS HE NEVER HAS TO HELP WITH $ AND SHE JUST TALKS TO ME LIKE I DON'T ALREADY KNOW HOW MY FATHER IS AND IT HURTS TO HAVE TO HEAT IT OVER AND OVER! I MEAN SHE IS NO FUCKING SAINT!WHATEVER!SHE MAD ME GET UPSET AND OFCOARSE WHEN I GET UPSET SOMEONE'S FEELINGS HAVE TO BE HURT BEFORE I FEEL BETTER SO MY EXACT WORDS,"ME AND JOEL HATE THIS FUCKING HOUSE THE ONLY REASON WE FUCKING LIVE HERE IS BECAUSE IT IS CONVENIENT FOR US AND CHEAP SO IF YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING SOME KIND OF CHARITY FOR US BY LETTING US LIVE HERE THEN YOU CAN SHUT THAT SHIT UP BECAUSE YOU DON'T HELP!" AND NOW OF COARSE I FEEL AWFUL AND I JUST WISH WE DIDN'T CARRY ON FIGHTS THE WAY WE DO! GOSH!
ANYWAY ME AND JOEL ARE GOING ON VACATION WITH THE FATHER AND STEP BITCH MOTHER AND THE LITTLE STEP SIBLINGS AND I THINK WE ARE GONNA HAVE A BLAST OTHER THAT JOEL HAS TO SLEEP WITH THE SIBLINGS INSTEADD OF ME! THAT SUCKS WE HAVE SLEPT IN THE SAME BED FOR 3 MONTHS STRAIGHT AND I LIKE IT!WELL NOW THAT I HAVE VENTED HERE IS SOMETHING I STOLE FROM SARA!
My First and Last
F I R S T S
First best friend:ASHLEIGH BAUCOM WHO LATER BECAME MY STEP SISTER!
First break-up: THOMAS PULLIAM IN KINDEGARDEN
First funeral: MY AUNT ROSE
First pet: SAMBO~A BLACK CHOW THAT WAS MY SISTER MY FIRST PET THAT IS ALL MINE IS GiGi
First piercing: OTHER THAN MY EARS WHEN I WAS A CHILD MY BELLY BUTTON WHEN I WAS 15
First tattoo:NOT YET BUT IT WILL BE A LITTLE HEART TATTOO ON MY ASS AND JOEL IS GETTING ON TOO!
L A S T S
Last car ride:THE RIDE OVER HERE TO JOBETHS
Last good cry: THIS MORNING ON THE PHONE WITH
Last movie seen: WAR OF THE WORLDS AND IT SUCKED ASS
Last beverage drank: JOEL HAS ME ON STRICTLY CRANBERRY GRAPE JUICE JUST WILL I AM SICK!
Last food consumed:I CHOCOLATE CUPCAKE SO COULD TAKE MY ANTIBYOTIC
Last phone call:FROM JOEL TELLING ME HE WAS ON HIS WAY HOME AND ASKED IF I NEEDED ANYTHING!
Last time showered?LAST NIGHT BEFORE BED!
Last person you kissed? JOEL
Last shoes worn: MY FAVORITES MY BLACK OLD NAVY FLIPPERS!
Last item bought: MY ANTIBYOTICS ON JOELS LUNCH BREAK
Last annoyance: MY MOM
Last time wanting to die: NEVER IM NOT A WEIRD ~O
S P E C I F I C S
What kind of shampoo do you use?SOMETIMES DOVE SOMETIMES PANTEEN
What are you most scared of: SPIDARS
What are you listening to right now? JOBETH AND HEATHER TALKING
Where do you want to get married?: AT THE BEACH AND THOMAS HAS ALREADY SAID HES GOING
How many buddies are online right now?: I DON'T KNOW IM NOT LOGGED ON
F A V O R I T E S
Color: RED
Food: FRIED OKRA
Boy name: ADDISON
Girl name: ABBIGAIL
Subject in school: LUNCH~FREE FOOD
Animal: GiGi
Sport: GEORGIA FOOTBALL
Cologne: JOEL'S
H A V E Y O U E V E R
Given anyone a bath?: EVERYNIGHT~JOEL
Bungee jumped?:YES IN PANAMA AND THE MTS.
Skinny dipped?:LIKE A ZILLION TIMES
Ever been in love? LIKE A ZILLION TIMES
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: LIKE A ZILLION TIMES
Cried when someone died?: YES EVEN ON TV AND MOVIES
Been rejected?: ONCE I THINK
Rejected someone?: UMMMMM YEAH
Done something you regret?: YEAH
L A S T P E R S O N
You touched: LIL'TWEETIE
Hugged: LINDA
You IMed: SARA EVERETT
IMed you: SARA EVERETT
Called you: JOEL
You called: JOEL
Bought you flowers:MY DADDY HE ALWAYS BUYS FLOWERS FOR MY SISTER AND ME
W H O D O Y O U
Wanna Kill? NO ONE
Slap:NO ONE
W H I C H I S B E T T E R
Coke or Pepsi: PEPSI
Flowers or candy: FLOWERS
Tall or short: NORMALLY I WOULD SAY TALL BUT JOEL IS SHORT
R A N D O M
In the morning I am: BITCHIE, ILL, NOT ALL THERE, A POOP SHOOT
All I need is: JOEL
Love is: WONDERFUL, ALL I NEED, THE GREATEST FEELING IN THE WORLD
I dream about: WEIRED STUFF
What do you notice first: EYES, HAIR , AND SMILE ITS A COMBO
Last person you danced with: JOEL IN THE DRIVE WAY
D O Y O U E V E R
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex:I JUST WONDER WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO HAVE A DING~A~LING
Wish you were younger: YES
N U M B E R
Of times I have had my heart broken: LIKE TWICE
Of hearts I have broken: DOZENS
Of continents I've been on: 1
Of tight friends: 7
Of CD's I own: LIKE OVER 100
Of scars on body: 63 I WAS A TOM BOY AS A LITTLE GIRL