lost and confused and alone
i dont know what the fuck is going on...
ive never been a trusting person and danielle is the only one i ever fully trusted but i just dont any more...
i feel so strung the fuck out right now and i find myself waiting by the phone... its so shitty that she isnt here
i dont know how i made it this far in a long distant relationship especialy with a non-relationship type person...
she is or was rather at the mall with her friend carlos.. im jealous i know this, but i dont know... this is a fucking guy that she took a picture with on her phone making like a "kissy face" so it makes me miserable... i dont know her anuymore and i feel like she thinks sometimes shes better then ppl cuz of what shes doing...
she said shed call me ... as of now i've heard nothing... what the hell am i spose to think when things like this happen... im not even thinking anything actually i just wish.. i wish AJDSOgfjbvgiwuera
i wanna jump in front of a train i honestl,y do...
when ever we talk its a pretty shitty convo and its always about her first and formost and all it ever has to do with is her new friends and her wanting to come home for things such as the beach and not me
i dont know where this lj come from i just came and typed... this was the fastes typing i have ever had i am not looking at the screen thoguh so i just hope ya know w/e i hate my life
i dont know why im so down lately maybe i should get on with my life n let danielle do what ever im stopping her from bettter things i guess
ive never been a trusting person and danielle is the only one i ever fully trusted but i just dont any more...
i feel so strung the fuck out right now and i find myself waiting by the phone... its so shitty that she isnt here
i dont know how i made it this far in a long distant relationship especialy with a non-relationship type person...
she is or was rather at the mall with her friend carlos.. im jealous i know this, but i dont know... this is a fucking guy that she took a picture with on her phone making like a "kissy face" so it makes me miserable... i dont know her anuymore and i feel like she thinks sometimes shes better then ppl cuz of what shes doing...
she said shed call me ... as of now i've heard nothing... what the hell am i spose to think when things like this happen... im not even thinking anything actually i just wish.. i wish AJDSOgfjbvgiwuera
i wanna jump in front of a train i honestl,y do...
when ever we talk its a pretty shitty convo and its always about her first and formost and all it ever has to do with is her new friends and her wanting to come home for things such as the beach and not me
i dont know where this lj come from i just came and typed... this was the fastes typing i have ever had i am not looking at the screen thoguh so i just hope ya know w/e i hate my life
i dont know why im so down lately maybe i should get on with my life n let danielle do what ever im stopping her from bettter things i guess