I am woman, hear me roar
The following is a lot of pissing and moaning about the same subject as always.
You are free to read and respond, but I have to get it ouuuuuuuut.
You know what makes the entire Alex situation utterly RIDICULOUS?????
I haven't seen him in person in three years. I haven't talked to him in weeks. He obviously moved on from me without my knowing and had the fucking nerve not to tell me. Instead, this new chick just randomly came in out of nowhere and...
BAHHHHH.
I want to give up on him.
Well, somewhat.
When I have nothing else to busy myself with (as is the case right now), I start thinking about him and can't get him out of my head.
Then, I randomly think about him liking another girl and it just pisses me off.
Why?? It happened at the beginning of December. It shouldn't bother me as much now.
It does. IT DOES.
Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
WHY CAN'T I STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM?!
Smash must have been right. Females fall faster, harder, and misinterpret things much differently than males.
Is that what happened here?
I fell too fast, too hard, and mistook an ambiguous thing so that's why even the mere mention of the name "Alex" drives me insane?
But...but...
It can't just be me.
He did like me at some point. He told me several times over the course of many months.
And he did threaten that "killing rampage" if anything happened between me and any other guys.
Hypocrite. FUCKING HYPROCRITICAL ALEX.
You know, it wouldn't matter so much if I wasn't making such a big deal out of it.
And I shouldn't make a big deal out of it.
I am, though.
Why?
Because...I'm still attached to him.
Fuck.
FUCKKKKKKK.
Emo girl post. Hip hip hooray.
Like I said, I needed to write it.
You are free to read and respond, but I have to get it ouuuuuuuut.
You know what makes the entire Alex situation utterly RIDICULOUS?????
I haven't seen him in person in three years. I haven't talked to him in weeks. He obviously moved on from me without my knowing and had the fucking nerve not to tell me. Instead, this new chick just randomly came in out of nowhere and...
BAHHHHH.
I want to give up on him.
Well, somewhat.
When I have nothing else to busy myself with (as is the case right now), I start thinking about him and can't get him out of my head.
Then, I randomly think about him liking another girl and it just pisses me off.
Why?? It happened at the beginning of December. It shouldn't bother me as much now.
It does. IT DOES.
Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
WHY CAN'T I STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM?!
Smash must have been right. Females fall faster, harder, and misinterpret things much differently than males.
Is that what happened here?
I fell too fast, too hard, and mistook an ambiguous thing so that's why even the mere mention of the name "Alex" drives me insane?
But...but...
It can't just be me.
He did like me at some point. He told me several times over the course of many months.
And he did threaten that "killing rampage" if anything happened between me and any other guys.
Hypocrite. FUCKING HYPROCRITICAL ALEX.
You know, it wouldn't matter so much if I wasn't making such a big deal out of it.
And I shouldn't make a big deal out of it.
I am, though.
Why?
Because...I'm still attached to him.
Fuck.
FUCKKKKKKK.
Emo girl post. Hip hip hooray.
Like I said, I needed to write it.