Mar 18, 2008 19:37
Earlier this year, Stephen asked me if I ever looked around at school and realized that I hated almost everyone in the room with me.
I can't say that I hate everyone, but I find myself more and more annoyed with 90% of the student population as each day wears on. I'm going to a friend's birthday thing soon, and I'm not looking forward to it because I see myself being supremely annoyed the entire time.
I think I'm an awful person sometimes.
Part of it is the fact that I know I'm getting closer and closer to graduation (just a little over a year away!!!!!) and I want out now. Chelsea spends her journalism periods screeching about how she wants to drop out of school, and for once I can sort of relate to her.
I don't want to ditch high school; I just want to be finished with it.
Of course, not everyone is driving me crazy. The hoodie clan (otherwise known as the band This Ends Now) and their pallies are still on my good side as are most of the people that I have maybe one or two classes with, if any.
Something's changed with me since this school year started, and I've yet to put a finger on it. I just know that my tolerance isn't nearly as high as it used to be.
changes,
bad day