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I didn't even realize really how disconnected I am from everyone back home until today. I mean, that is kind of what I wanted when I moved half way across the country. I knew that I'd be too far away to visit, out of sight out of mind for a lot of people. I like it that way. Right now I can't imagine going back for summer break. My friends here live about as far away from Vermont as you can get.. and especially with the way the housing system is here you come to rely on seeing certain people to keep you sane. Spring quarter is just around the corner, and all I really want is fun classes and lazing in the sun and playing frisbee on the midway. I'm only taking one real work intensive class, hopefully, and the rest of the time can be devoted to biking to the loop and sleeping on the quad. I haven't made any life changing decisions, I've not decided on my major or even really what I'm interested in. I do know that I'm comfortable, both with the people I've met here and the person I am. I don't really think I can say I've changed, per say, but living with people 24/7 makes you realize just how much you never knew about people, and how much they never knew about you. I have a place here, and maybe I'll do stupid shit, and people will look at me oddly. But they all do stupid shit, and nerd out about strange things. They all have little, or big, idiosyncrasies and strange back stories and hilarious anecdotes. I'm happy that we can spend hours in the dinning hall not eating or stack furniture in the lounge. We all kind of fit.