Stoopid for Life
Monday:
I am so frustrated with myself right now. You know the Chemistry test that I thought I totally aced last Friday? Yeah, I got a 55 out of 100 which I think is my worst score yet. I was so frustrated that I couldn’t even bring myself to talk to the professor so I left got a soft pretzel and sat in the art gallery. I just sat in there and ate my pretzel surrounded by the paintings of nudes. Many people came to look as I sat and they could hardly handle the subject matter without giggling. (Freudian defense mechanism) I found sitting in the art gallery calming and after a half an hour I went up to Monteyne (my prof) and made an appt. for 2 pm to discuss my test.
Wed:
Chemistry has a two part final, the first 100 pt. part was today and the next 100 pt. test is on the actual final day, next wed. Chemistry is going to kill me. My meeting with the prof. ended with me in tears and I only gained 2 pts more on my test. Gah! Stupid tricky words! FUCK! I knew that material! Screw you! She advised me to go through the extra pain of another year of chemistry to have a minor in chem. because it will boost my chances of being hired as a high school teacher. I’ll considering it but I have a year or more to make that decision. I’m so exhausted and I’m going to bed as soon as I’m sure my bio lab group is not going to wake me up. I hate people that do group work last minute. I don’t do things last minute so I can sleep. Things that make Anne grumpy 1) lack of sleep 2) lack of food 3)lack of self esteem (I hate Chemistry)