im a thinker
I did some thinking today and I was thinking about the weirdest things like what is beyond, what's beyond.... I hate to think about theses things b/c i know there's no earthly answer....im in a very thoughtful mood today.
my vision is finally back to normal i think it had been screwed up for two weeks give or take a day, and it's the weirdest thing b/c when it begins to fade away i notice it immediately but when it's restored i notice it but not right away in away i kinda wait to acknowledge it b/c i dont want to get excited for nothing if im just having a moment....weird. Now my body aches...it's not as bad as the sight problem but it is so annoying b/c i cant get a good night of sleep...it sucks and im off balance i have to concentrate on walking a straight line.....it's the stress, im stressed and being stressed makes my symptoms flare up and when my symptoms flare up i become more stressed and so on the cycle revolves....so now im trying to break it by thinking about things i may never know the answers to....and that's stressful.
but for some odd reason i have peace and im still happy!