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my efc for 2012-13 is 00000!!! UR GODDAMN RIGHT IT IS. pell grants here i come. jk i have to apply to school first. so stressful. stressed to the MAX. stressed about everything. trying to break out of inaction mode. because not acting is still making a choice! that's what i'm telling myself.
things that are stressing me out:
-college apps
-love interest
-$$$
also, living alone is driving me crazy. pretty sure. i'm going crazy. it's not that i don't see friends or anything, cause i do, buuuut just being alone every night and every morning (besides my once-ish a month sexy time) is like AAAHHHHHHHHH sometimes. it has its benefits, sure, and plenty of them, but i guess us humans were made to sleep in a cuddle puddle with the 30 other members of our clan. and breakfast with them and shit. this life, i tell ya. i can't wait to get roommates and get back to school. as soon as i apply and come up with the money to apply. MY HOUSE IS EXPENSIVE. WHY DID I MOVE INTO IT, I OFTEN WONDER. i miss having extra cash for records and clothes and makeup. i miss buying my own copy of nylon instead of just reading it at meijer. ya dig?
i bought a "sausage" pizza to bribe myself with to write my essays, so here i go. PHEW.
things that are stressing me out:
-college apps
-love interest
-$$$
also, living alone is driving me crazy. pretty sure. i'm going crazy. it's not that i don't see friends or anything, cause i do, buuuut just being alone every night and every morning (besides my once-ish a month sexy time) is like AAAHHHHHHHHH sometimes. it has its benefits, sure, and plenty of them, but i guess us humans were made to sleep in a cuddle puddle with the 30 other members of our clan. and breakfast with them and shit. this life, i tell ya. i can't wait to get roommates and get back to school. as soon as i apply and come up with the money to apply. MY HOUSE IS EXPENSIVE. WHY DID I MOVE INTO IT, I OFTEN WONDER. i miss having extra cash for records and clothes and makeup. i miss buying my own copy of nylon instead of just reading it at meijer. ya dig?
i bought a "sausage" pizza to bribe myself with to write my essays, so here i go. PHEW.