May 22, 2006 03:07
I am impatient. I need this new chapter in my life to start...
now.
I need to suck it up and be the leader/example that I know I've been called to since forever and ever ago. I need to stop being an idiot and start being who I know I can.
And I need to stop thinking that you're going to snap out of this soon and want to be with me like you always say you do. If I was holding my breath I'd be long dead by now.