the current state of what's going on in my chest

[im_so_industry]

it's sad but true i must confess
i guess the camera won't let me lie
apparently you can see the sparkle
slowly draining from these blue eyes
i wish there was a logical explaination
oh wait, i was never given one
even though i was told that i would

i can't help but wonder
which words you spoke were lies
and which ones were the truth

for now, i guess i'll just go with

lies

all lies

the sick sad truth of it all
is that i'd probably still
do anything for you

i'm pathetic and i know it
and i guess as long as i can admit that fact
then i'm better off in the long run than you'll ever be

you are the smoothest talker
and by far the fastest walker
that i think i've ever met

and i'm not being ungrateful
oh you can be sure of that
i cherish(ed) every $econd spent
on little ol' me
i swear on my fischerspooner vinyl

so now i'm going to try really hard
to patch up the cracks
and prevent any potential new ones

i might have cracked

but i wont

I WONT

let you break my heart