May 25, 2004 23:05
you were amazing.
and completely surreal.
its hard to know we have to give up.
i'm trying to be strong. i can't drop a tear. i love you deep down... but right now its all hate.
i hate how you lied. i hate how you told me you cared. i hate how you said you loved me. i hate how you said you didn't like her. i hate how you made me feel amazing. and i hate how i let you make me feel right now.
goodbye.
once again im left burning into the groud... melting like i have nothing else to live for... but sometimes i really never do.
jens, thanks for talking to me in the hospital, never had i smiled so much in my life.