amist shadows comes light.

[im_so_deep]

willie and i started talking again... he used to be my best friend... but for some reason we stopped talking. actually the reason is because i started to get really depressed and he would get mad at me because i didn't feel like talking to him, nor anyone else.


i love jaret


BOO!!


i got a bottle today.


and look its me drinking it! i like feeling like a baby...

i'im stressed out. i can't sleep. its not that i want to die... i just want to get away from all this.
i dont trust anyone anymore.
"its not based on him not wanting to see you. and he's scared to see me because he says that i'm beautiful.. and he's scared that he has feelings for me and he wants to be sexual with me... and he has a girlfriend that he's had for over 1 year.

how come the guys that i feel closest to always end up either hating me because i only wana be there friends...

it's okay. i dont need anyone but God.
nobody ever does.