Over...
Okay Gary && I are Over.
After of 3 months of happiness it's over.
And it also ended hard.
He was tired of not havin me at the same school.
I was just fine with it.
He said we never see each other.
Everyday on the weekends we were togeather fri-sat-& sun.
He said we never talk anymore.
I was talkin to him from 3:00 in the after noon until I
had to get off at 8:00 and not answerin any incoming calls except my mom.
I would also call him at 10:00 everynight when my dad was asleep.
He said he was gettin tired of me yellin at him.
yes, I was a bitch all last week to everyone && I told him it
wasnt him it was that I was stressed.
He said that he was stressing over me.
I don't believe him.
But, I do understand what he's doin.
The real reason why hes doin it.
Not because he wants to see how much "we love eachother"
It's because we were fading && we were drifting apart.
As I said to him during our 1st month "I think we're losing our Spark"
He used that on me friday night.
I'm over this now.
It's over.
we've had good times & I'm willin to except this and move on.
But, I feel like I've accomplished something in a way.
I've handled my first real relationship.
Without doing anything I regret.
And ended it on a good note last night.
I'm happy.
I'll see you guys at BTMS within the next 2 and a half weeks
Love,
Linzi
After of 3 months of happiness it's over.
And it also ended hard.
He was tired of not havin me at the same school.
I was just fine with it.
He said we never see each other.
Everyday on the weekends we were togeather fri-sat-& sun.
He said we never talk anymore.
I was talkin to him from 3:00 in the after noon until I
had to get off at 8:00 and not answerin any incoming calls except my mom.
I would also call him at 10:00 everynight when my dad was asleep.
He said he was gettin tired of me yellin at him.
yes, I was a bitch all last week to everyone && I told him it
wasnt him it was that I was stressed.
He said that he was stressing over me.
I don't believe him.
But, I do understand what he's doin.
The real reason why hes doin it.
Not because he wants to see how much "we love eachother"
It's because we were fading && we were drifting apart.
As I said to him during our 1st month "I think we're losing our Spark"
He used that on me friday night.
I'm over this now.
It's over.
we've had good times & I'm willin to except this and move on.
But, I feel like I've accomplished something in a way.
I've handled my first real relationship.
Without doing anything I regret.
And ended it on a good note last night.
I'm happy.
I'll see you guys at BTMS within the next 2 and a half weeks
Love,
Linzi