FM Application - January Topic - What are ten things that no one knows about you...
1. I'm not sorry. For killing Wayne, that is. There's other things I've done, things I am sorry for. But he isn't one of them and I have a hard time picturing him ever being one. The things that he did are still done. And the way I felt then, my reasons for doing it, those things are all still just the same. I know if we ever get the Hell off this island, and I have to go through some trial, people are gonna want me to repent. If I ever do, it'll only be a lie. I'm not sorry.
2. I don't love Sawyer, but for someone who has spent the majority of her life on her own, only looking out for number one, I don't know what I'd do without him sometimes. He's still a redneck, and not the sharpest knife in the block. But he means well, even if he doesn't want people to know he does. I don't kid myself into thinking he'd never turn on me. I do believe he means it when he says he loves me though.
3. I do love Jack.
4. Delivering Claire's baby was the scariest and most redeeming moment of my life, all in one. I don't know why it's such a secret. It's just not something I think anyone really needs to know.
5. In contrast, I wasn't scared at all when the plane crashed. There was that rush of adrenaline, the natural instincts and responses your body has. But dying was better than spending the rest of my life in a cell. So mentally, it wasn't scary. It was freeing.
6. Even though Sawyer saw that horse too, I still think I'm haunted. No one wants to say it, but we all are. This island is full of ghosts, right there among the dead and the Others.
7. The only thing I regretted about following Jack and the others out into the woods that day was that Jack got mad about it. I know, I should probably be sorry that I cost us those guns. But if they really wanted them, they would have came after them eventually anyway. Just like they always have since we got here.
8. I still miss Kevin sometimes.
9. Sometimes I wish I'd never met Tom. I never deserved him, and I only got him killed. As much as I loved him as a friend, and as much as he did for me, he'd have been much better off without me.
10. If we ever get off this island and I get the chance, I have every intention of going back on the run.
2. I don't love Sawyer, but for someone who has spent the majority of her life on her own, only looking out for number one, I don't know what I'd do without him sometimes. He's still a redneck, and not the sharpest knife in the block. But he means well, even if he doesn't want people to know he does. I don't kid myself into thinking he'd never turn on me. I do believe he means it when he says he loves me though.
3. I do love Jack.
4. Delivering Claire's baby was the scariest and most redeeming moment of my life, all in one. I don't know why it's such a secret. It's just not something I think anyone really needs to know.
5. In contrast, I wasn't scared at all when the plane crashed. There was that rush of adrenaline, the natural instincts and responses your body has. But dying was better than spending the rest of my life in a cell. So mentally, it wasn't scary. It was freeing.
6. Even though Sawyer saw that horse too, I still think I'm haunted. No one wants to say it, but we all are. This island is full of ghosts, right there among the dead and the Others.
7. The only thing I regretted about following Jack and the others out into the woods that day was that Jack got mad about it. I know, I should probably be sorry that I cost us those guns. But if they really wanted them, they would have came after them eventually anyway. Just like they always have since we got here.
8. I still miss Kevin sometimes.
9. Sometimes I wish I'd never met Tom. I never deserved him, and I only got him killed. As much as I loved him as a friend, and as much as he did for me, he'd have been much better off without me.
10. If we ever get off this island and I get the chance, I have every intention of going back on the run.