this sucks.

[im_sexy_ur_ugly]

fuck. today at school we had this community service thing where we had to take the ivy out of the parks in seattle. my group was assigned to the arboretum (sp?) and it sucked. it was fun for the first 5 mins. but then i fucking hated it. we were there for 3 fucking hours. and i had a cold and it was stupid. when we got back (we had to walk back)we had this stupid BBQ and eww. food is so gross right now. and im fucking losing my god damn voice. i hate it. my voice is everything to me. god damnit. i want to fucking sing. someone shoot me.

then later my retarded carpool left without me. again. so i had to wait for my dad to pick me up. then i slept in the car on the way to my driving lesson. which i did horrible at. i had taken tylenol earlier so it made me kind of sleepy and i kept almost running into things on the freeway. grr. i hate this. i wish it was summer. and i wasnt so sick. i hate being sick.

now im here at home. and im so sick. my head hurts, my nose is all stuffed up, back hurts, im coughing (the really bad kind), and my voice is gone. i hate this. poop. poop. poop.

speaking of shit...my cat is so fucking stupid. i hate her. i hope she dies. she shit in the hall today and god im so sick of her. die die die. i hate animals.

i want my voice back. now.

fuck x 900,000