ok ok
So I just had a monster so I wouldn't fall asleep in phsyc. but I didn't go haha
I realized the other dae, that lately I haven't really been happy
my life consists of only school which I don't feel so great about
and werk which I don't feel any better about hahaha
and my only outlet for these things are with my friends
and my Cisco haha... but with all the drama withe the homies it's just added more stress to my life
and then I was like wtf???
how did I let all this bullshit consume me...
I know what I needa be worring about rite now
and what's important to me so why??
I seems as if trying to keep the peace is jujst as hard as
being the nice guy who lets it go....
but in the end is it worth anything????
Im tho I realized that sometiems you just can't get that involved...
that you sort of have to worrie about yourself and I know that sounds fucked up
but if you don't look out for yourself nobody else is going to
that's all for now I suppose...
♥Amber
I realized the other dae, that lately I haven't really been happy
my life consists of only school which I don't feel so great about
and werk which I don't feel any better about hahaha
and my only outlet for these things are with my friends
and my Cisco haha... but with all the drama withe the homies it's just added more stress to my life
and then I was like wtf???
how did I let all this bullshit consume me...
I know what I needa be worring about rite now
and what's important to me so why??
I seems as if trying to keep the peace is jujst as hard as
being the nice guy who lets it go....
but in the end is it worth anything????
Im tho I realized that sometiems you just can't get that involved...
that you sort of have to worrie about yourself and I know that sounds fucked up
but if you don't look out for yourself nobody else is going to
that's all for now I suppose...
♥Amber