Feb 08, 2006 12:28
well I've come to the conclusion that I'm a pot head
and taht I actually do needa chill for a quick second on that
bc this weekend I had the worst trip I've ever had
Here's my story:
me and my bf went out sundae night
then we were chillin at his casa
and hid bro get's home
& asks if we wanna go hot box his room
so we do and at first it was alrite a little akaward
iuno
but I was pretty baked so I was just trying to chill
and then I wasnt there I was in my own little hell in my head
& the only scene that keep playing in my head was the thought
that life is a sad song and when u realize, it u die
and everyone was in on it
they all knew
and there was nothing we could do to stop it .....
and after it really was over:
it really made me think I need take life more serious
bc nothings really is promised to u
if u want something, and that something is really worth it
you have to fight like hell for it
and i decided it's time i do
it's time to find my self and loose myself in the experience at the same time