[[ Locked from Liquid ]] I've Made a Mistake ... Damn
I broke last night.
Morning has come and I realize the gravity of what I've done.
If Liquid ever learns I harmed his brother ....
[[ fists clench in painful jealousy and deep hurt, regret and rejection ]]
But goddamn it! We were going to kill him before! Liquid was more than willing, insistent, on slaughtering Solid Snake! Now it's all changed. Now it's all different. Instead of disposing of an enemy that's related by accident, it's become a reunion. Twisted, but still.
It's not fair.
I've been the faithful one.
I've even tolerated being cut off from a man that is willing to return my love, for Liquid. Given everything for him. Why is my love never enough? How can he choose this boy, who doesn't even know him, and would hate him if he did know him! [[ of this, he's certain, the idea that it might be wrong is something he can't allow in ]]
If Liquid finds out.
He won't kill me.
I know he cares for me, in his way.
But the punishment will open my eyes to what pain really is.