yea.
so i take back what i said in my last entry. i don't like my "friends" at all. the "new" ones are just acquaintances and the ones i've known for years have no use for me. i know you don't like feeling like you're an obligation, so don't make me feel like i'm one.
and the one person that will chill with me, everyone is being gey and immature about. there is no way you'd be able to know if she has a "problem" cuz you never spend any time with her. and you never make any effort to. i have and i do spend time with her. and she's fine. all this bullshit and rumors you fucking people spread is petty and ridiculous. and to tell you the truth, i think it's time you all fucking grew up. you're going into college. you're becoming adults. start fucking acting like it. i'm not saying go off and get knocked up and start a family like i am, cuz i know that's not the right thing to do. but stop being so fucking petty and into all this high school drama bullshit that will get you no where in the real world and will only leave you pathetic and alone.
and did you ever stop to think that maybe it hurts her that you say these things to her and it makes her turn to the shit that she does? no, you don't. cuz you all think you're fucking gods of this earth. she has feelings. and you have no fucking respect or regard for them. and that makes you shitty, shallow people.
if you really cared that she had this so called "problem" you wouldn't encourage people to talk shit, you wouldn't act like you're two years old and scream shit out in the hallways (which by the way, only makes you look like an asshole.) you would stand up for this girl you once called a friend and shut people the fuck up.
i can't even put thoughts into words because i'm so aggravated at all of you. just fucking grow up. and while you're at it, stop taking advantage of the people that will still deal with your bullshit and 1 AM phone calls and stop using everyone else for whatever you can.
and the one person that will chill with me, everyone is being gey and immature about. there is no way you'd be able to know if she has a "problem" cuz you never spend any time with her. and you never make any effort to. i have and i do spend time with her. and she's fine. all this bullshit and rumors you fucking people spread is petty and ridiculous. and to tell you the truth, i think it's time you all fucking grew up. you're going into college. you're becoming adults. start fucking acting like it. i'm not saying go off and get knocked up and start a family like i am, cuz i know that's not the right thing to do. but stop being so fucking petty and into all this high school drama bullshit that will get you no where in the real world and will only leave you pathetic and alone.
and did you ever stop to think that maybe it hurts her that you say these things to her and it makes her turn to the shit that she does? no, you don't. cuz you all think you're fucking gods of this earth. she has feelings. and you have no fucking respect or regard for them. and that makes you shitty, shallow people.
if you really cared that she had this so called "problem" you wouldn't encourage people to talk shit, you wouldn't act like you're two years old and scream shit out in the hallways (which by the way, only makes you look like an asshole.) you would stand up for this girl you once called a friend and shut people the fuck up.
i can't even put thoughts into words because i'm so aggravated at all of you. just fucking grow up. and while you're at it, stop taking advantage of the people that will still deal with your bullshit and 1 AM phone calls and stop using everyone else for whatever you can.