Feb 23, 2007 15:30
i think its amazing how huge boogers are when you have a nose ring. seriously. it's insane.
ronnie goes in for 3-5 months in a week and i'm freaking out, and trying to ignore it. hopefully he's going into minimum security cuz riverhead gives me the creeps.
in two and a half weeks i go to court to see if i can have my daugther back. there's no reason that i shouldn't, so ::crosses fingers::
the puppy makes the wierdest mofuggin noises.
i've been on this kick where i want to cook a lot. i think it has to do with ronnie going away. i want to make him feel good before he leaves and has to eat shitty food. but i've also been cleaning and doing laundry non-stop, typical housewife shit, so i don't know. maybe i'm growing up.
i'm tossing back and forth the idea of moving upstate. on the one hand, it would be less expensive. my mom could watch izabelle while i work. my grandparents won't know where i live. on the other hand, everyone else is here. i wouldn't see devin or kacie for a very long time. i wouldn't be able to visit ronnie, mindy wouldn't see izabelle often, or at all. and then there's the whole issue of if i'd come back after ronnie got out. i'm not sure. and ronnie refuses to talk about it.
on a lighter note. being as my birthday is 2 days away (i can LEGALLY buy cigarettes now!) i need some help finding a coat that i want. a puffy parka with fur trimmed hood. you know the type. i didn't think they'd be so hard to find. help!