hey.
New layout, for a new month!
!!!!!AND MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 21ST!!!!!!!
ummm... today is kinda a awkward day. I dont really care to share why. I'm sure if anyone thinks for a minute about it, they'll get it. But whatever.... I'm not letting it bother me. Not worth the trouble.
SOOO anyway,
what has been happenning recently.... hmmmmmm.
Ummm well, i think things are really starting to work out with me and kaiti
We're doing a lot better in the past few days, i think last weekend really gave us some new ground to stand on. cuz for awhile i felt like i was losing everything. I'm really confident in the coming months that she will be able to be happy in our relationship. I cannot wait for the day i can be with her again. but for now, I can live with where we are.
I'm sorry for flipping out about all these rumors flying around about me and her.
Its a touchy subject, i know. I also understand that all of you are tryin to either look out for my mental health, or hers, or both of us. I thank you for your efforts but while you may not mean to, a lot of these rumors and such can really mess with us. I trust her. I believe she truly feels the way she says she does, and i'm happy with knowing that much for the time being.
For the record, she is single. She can do what she wants to, and if i feel like shes going to far, she knows where i stand on it. I'm not going to take any crap basically. I love her, i care about her, and all i really want is to see her happy. but i also have to look out for myself, if im going to get hurt, im smart enough to know that i need to do something about it.
OK!! on to matter that aren't kaiti related....
School sucks, Work sucks, and i have no idea what to buy anyone for Xmas.
Thanks
Bye
!!!!!AND MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 21ST!!!!!!!
ummm... today is kinda a awkward day. I dont really care to share why. I'm sure if anyone thinks for a minute about it, they'll get it. But whatever.... I'm not letting it bother me. Not worth the trouble.
SOOO anyway,
what has been happenning recently.... hmmmmmm.
Ummm well, i think things are really starting to work out with me and kaiti
We're doing a lot better in the past few days, i think last weekend really gave us some new ground to stand on. cuz for awhile i felt like i was losing everything. I'm really confident in the coming months that she will be able to be happy in our relationship. I cannot wait for the day i can be with her again. but for now, I can live with where we are.
I'm sorry for flipping out about all these rumors flying around about me and her.
Its a touchy subject, i know. I also understand that all of you are tryin to either look out for my mental health, or hers, or both of us. I thank you for your efforts but while you may not mean to, a lot of these rumors and such can really mess with us. I trust her. I believe she truly feels the way she says she does, and i'm happy with knowing that much for the time being.
For the record, she is single. She can do what she wants to, and if i feel like shes going to far, she knows where i stand on it. I'm not going to take any crap basically. I love her, i care about her, and all i really want is to see her happy. but i also have to look out for myself, if im going to get hurt, im smart enough to know that i need to do something about it.
OK!! on to matter that aren't kaiti related....
School sucks, Work sucks, and i have no idea what to buy anyone for Xmas.
Thanks
Bye