BEWARE: a lil more sad than my other post today...

Oct 12, 2004 16:32

So, I just mowed my lawn & came inside & my mom was crying. All I had to do was look at her, and she's like, "Gpa is dieing right now." Of couse I burst out in instant tears... she's like all the aunts are over there right now, and he said he is ready, he can't fight it anymore. I guess, in this case, it's not like he hasn't been dieing all along. Hell, we all get closer to death every day, it just sucks. And is really scarry to even talk/think about, but it is reality. It so sad, my mom called him and thanked him for being such a good dad to her, b/c her dad died when she was 14. I feel so bad for my mom and my dad. My dad, b/c he is losing his father, and my mom b/c she is losing another father.

So, my mom was like you could call him. So of course I did, knowing how sad it could be. I had to yell into the phone, like yell, and I was just like, "Gpa, I love you a lot! And I will see you some day soon." He replied, "I love you 2 and I miss you," and that's about it. I'm pretty sure he started crying. Prolly my last words with him. God, my Gpa took had so much pride in me. He even has one of my softballs that he loved! God, okay, I'm done with this post cuz I really can't see right about now, and need to re-group for when my dad gets home from work. I love all you guys out there!
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