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Nov 12, 2005 14:30

I AM SO SICK OF EVERYTHING.....well....im juss sick of being alone and played by guys...most of them juss tell me that thety love me cuz they know that i want to hear it and they juss think ill give myself to them then its juss like im always getting hurt by guyz and im juss sick of it plus my grades are to shit and i like a lot of guys and there either taken or i hardly know them and then my brother thinks im a slut im losing most of my close friends including mike mimikos and chris prager and then when i woke this morning the song that i dedicated to danny came on and i tried to ignore it but couldnt and started to think of the things that happened between us then when it ended i cried and realized that im still not over him and omg i juss cant take it anymore...soemtimes i feel like that i have no more reasons to live.....ik it seems like all bs but still.....then the whole david thing that happened still hurts me then the whole donnie thing still hurts me and omg im juss sooooo tired of it....i juss dont know what to do anymore....y does it feel like everyone and everything is out to get me????....errrrrr....right now i would like to thank jimmy kiefer...justin cole...mike mimikos (sorta)...mkie gregersen && nate webb for the only ones who stuck by my side the whole time and didnt act like they hated me or never wanted to talk to me and juss for being there...i love u all so much!!!....i g2g this is too much for me...<33 Savannah
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