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ok well i dont like donnie that much anymore cuz i realized that nuttn isnt juss gunna click between us so im juss like over it.....and ummm adam waddel asked me out thursayd and i said that i didnt know and i didnt see him friday so i couldnt tell him no....the reason that i am is bcuz i really dont like him that much ne more and yeah....ummmm....im really thinkn about trying to get back with dylan cuz juss friday i looked at him and i was all like....omg....i still have feelings for him and i really miss being with him.....i hope he still feels the same....and this time im gunna make it work as much as possible cuz breakn up with him for david was the biggest mistake in the world....i wish that i have never did that what so ever....ummmm right now i think im getting sick but im not so sure...i might hang out with mike mimikos and his gf tomorrow...that should be fun....ummmm hmmmmm....i think im almost over my depression....i really need to get out of it soon here cuz im getting sick of it...and i cant go to bed right now bcuz sarah henry and savarrah r watching a movie in my room so yeah....errrrr i have such a headache...omg i juss love my brother justin so much....idk what id do without him.....hes so awesome....i hope that i never lose him...and about that whole chris thing...i honestly think that nuttn will ever change what we have....even if we hardly talk....ik that he still loves me as much as i love him....we have that sort of bond i mean thats my big bro and that will never change....NEVER!!!....ummmmm oh yeah im so pissed....only 2 pic'z came out good from the simple plan concert and thats it....i was like noooooo.....but o well as long as ik that i was there and i can re live that memory over n over again then im good..lol...oh and karly is pissed at me....=(....she mad cuz she told me not to say something to donnie about something and i did anaywa and donnie told her that i did so yeah....i really didnt mean to tho....i got pissed at him and it juss slipped out....she knows and and otherz know that i wouldnt do that on purpose to someone else so if u see this karly im so sorry....i hope that u can forgive me...well im gunna go....oh and one more thing....sorry mike (g)....if i ever did anything to hurt u...u know that i love u lotz and i was juss confused and plus i was worried about u more then me at the time.....so yeah im sorry...and ik u dont hate me....i never hated u...EVER!!!!....ok now im going nite peepz!!! <333 Miii