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today i ate at taco bell and just cried. I dont know what came over me but i was thinking about paige marshall and party awesome and thought about how amazing everything was and just started bawling. I was alone to and this black server kicked me out and i threw my burrito against the wall. I was in hysterics so erin had to come pick me up and then when we got back to my house i saw that vanzetti shit on the carpet and i broke a window. i went over to tom c's house afterwards to find some consolation and everyone was smoking cigarettes and it made fucking sick. i came home from that and yelled at erin for being late coming home from school, i threw her books in the trash and she freaked out and left. i'm pissed off today. someone come over and keep me company, i really need it.