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Private to Sam and Dean//Unhackable
I...
I don't live at Sunde any more. At least for now. Dean, he's blaming this on me and you, so, I think it'd be in your best interest if you found somewhere else to stay for awhile. It...it doesn't have to be with me, but... you might want to be careful.
I don't think he'll do anything, but...
I'm sorry about this.
Private to Matt, Mello//Unhackable
Keep an eye on him for me, please? Just... make sure he takes care of himself?
Private to Shinra//Unhackable
There has been a temporary/possibly permanent dissolution in my personal relationship. See that either Schuldig or Yuber does not come in without an appointment.
Rufus, sir, I apologize in advance to...anything that might happen. We know how unpredictable he is at times.
Private to Self//Difficult to Hack
I...deserve to be respected. I deserve to be an equal. I deserve someone who cares about me and doesn't seek to belittle me in front of everyone else every chance they get.
I'm not a "toy"! I'm not "stupid" or an "idiot"! I don't have to "shut up" or "come home or get a beating"! I would never take this talk from anyone at home in Midgar, so why have I let it go on this long?!
And Shiva knows he never talked to Shu this way! Or Cissnei! Just me, just me who was the really poor backup in his eyes.
But I don't care! I'm not standing for it anymore!
Would he like it if I treated him as he treats me? Of course not!
He's forgotten who he's dealing with!
I am the Director of the Ifrit-damned Turks! I am a strong person! I can shoot a dumbapple off a running chocobo's head at two hundred feet! I have materia that I mastered myself and can drink Rude under the table! I can take a punch as good as any other Turk, man, woman, or demon here, and can deliver the same!
I refuse to be treated or talked down to! This isn't about Dean, the other demons, and it isn't even about the fact that he can't even give me one-tenth the emotions I gave to him!
This is about something as simple as respect, and respect is what I'll never get from him!
This is when things are going to change! Now!