29 - "Have I lied to you? I mean, in this room? Trust me, leave that thing alone."

Dec 13, 2007 19:39



...Not even a 'thank you' for risking my mental health and well-being for you? Not once an acknowledgment for what we did? Fine. Fine, I didn't need it. I didn't want it. That's not why I did it anyway. I did it because you were my friend, dammit. But what a fool I was to think that you thought the same of me!

And then to be told that I am nothing to you? Or, even better yet, that both Mister Shu sir and I are nothing to you and that apparently all we want to do is take from you? That we can't just be there for the sake of being there? That we're not good enough?

What did you say now? She cares about me and doesn't demand anything in return. I've never met someone like that before. Sorry we're a bunch of selfish little bitches to you! I'm sorry that all we do is think about ourselves when we're falling all over ourselves when you're depressed, when I'm risking my ass meeting you at Sunde, and when he and I are risking everything to try to save your head!

I NEVER wanted anything from you! I never asked you to help me! I never asked you to save me from Jenova! You chose to do that! NOT ME! Don't you dare throw that back at me!

And last time I checked, Cissnei had family and friends here, too! So don't even act like I do and that makes me different and she doesn't! She has far more than I do! And I'm not jealous of it, you self-centered asshole! I'm happy for her! Why wouldn't I be? I like her, too, dammit! I care about her! Turks are family, dipfuckingshit!

You're an asshole, Schuldig! You only use people as long as they're convenient to you, fun to you, and then you throw them away! THAT is why you have no one! THAT is the only reason, because you don't want them!

Well, it's good since I don't want to be your friend either!

EDIT:
Now, Mister Shu sir and Logan are also betraying my trust? Why do I even bother believing in ANYONE anymore?

schuldig you asshole, mister shu sir

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