117 - My Stand, My Soapbox, My Pleasure.

Mar 16, 2008 06:53

You think I don’t notice, but I do. I’m not ignorant. I’m not blind or stupid. I see the way people whisper, and I see the way eyes look at me, at my suit. Back on Gaia, it meant something. Back on Gaia, it was feared. And trust me when I say that there was a reason that on the rare occasions we actually allowed someone to see us in a crowd, they ( Read more... )

..., moment of clarity, shinra, have a little faith folks, turkeys, behaving like a good girl, words of wisdom, never piss off a woman with a handgun

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Private//Unhackable thehalcyon March 16 2008, 11:19:31 UTC
None of this is your fault.

And you do not deserve public condemnation. You are not a disgraceful "poster child." You are a Turk: an intelligent, competent, superior Turk.

Don't forget that.

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Re: Private//Unhackable im_not_a_rookie March 16 2008, 11:24:35 UTC
Sir, I have made mistakes since I have been here, and I am woman enough to admit them. But for some reason, people like to think that Turks = Elena, and for that, I needed to remind people what it is we do, and what it is we stand for.

I do feel shame for the past, but I strive to make it better. And I will continue to strive, even if I become some semblance of an ideal Turk, because this job is everything to me and I want everyone to be as proud of me as I am of them.

But, I do appreciate your words. Especially... especially since they come from you.

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Re: Private//Unhackable thehalcyon March 16 2008, 11:29:10 UTC
Glad to see that your spirits are still so high. You'll need it as time goes on. Ignore that. It wasn't supposed to mean a thing.

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Re: Private//Unhackable im_not_a_rookie March 16 2008, 11:31:25 UTC
There was a small period of time where they weren't, and I'm ashamed for that. But I'm back. Completely. And it feels right.

...Why would I... What are you getting at, sir?

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Re: Private//Unhackable thehalcyon March 16 2008, 11:34:12 UTC
Always keep yourself happy; it helps our team's morale.

And... nothing. It was.. just... nothing. A misplaced joke...

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Re: Private//Unhackable im_not_a_rookie March 16 2008, 11:35:25 UTC
I will, sir. From here on out. I promise!

...You insult my intelligence, but I know you, and you'll tell me when you're ready.

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Re: Private//Unhackable thehalcyon March 16 2008, 11:43:33 UTC
My apologies. I was trying to do no such thing. And you're right. That's exactly what I will do.

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Re: Private//Unhackable im_not_a_rookie March 16 2008, 11:44:42 UTC
And I will wait patiently, sir, as I always do for you. I trust in you and your decisions, completely.

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