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[im_no_poet]

I swear, sometimes I want to just smack my friend Meghan in the face. Six months ago, if I asked her to hang out, or if I was really intent on her coming to a show, she'd be there no questions asked. Now, I ask her to come to the Webster show - our biggest show to date - and we're a week before the date and she's giving me some "I don't know" bullshit. "I gotta see what Dan is doing..." You know what? FUCK Dan! I was happy for her relationship before - happy that she finally got a stable one in which the guy actually gives a shit about her. But now, I don't get to see her, and she can't even set aside one night for something important in my life, even though I asked her THREE FUCKING WEEKS AGO. A couple weeks ago, I called her to see if she wanted to hang out. Who was she with? Dan. Any time she talks to me, it's "Yeah, I'm hanging with Dan this weekend". No more "Angel! I miss you! We gotta hang out!". At all. It's always "Dan is so sweet, I can't wait to see him this weekend". What happened to the independent, rude, thick-skinned Meghan that I was friends with? When did she become some clingy housewife who can't set aside one night for her girl because it would take away the precious time she has with her new man? I can understand the excitement of a new relationship, because I've been there. But at what point will she realize that her friends are getting tired of waiting around to be penciled in at her convenience?
Yeah, I'm fucking jealous. I want my friend back, damnit...