I am... i dont know.

Sep 22, 2006 11:34

I stole this from stevie, in bold. with my edits, non bold. I read this, and I agree...so so much do i agree......

click five- they'll still always be like..the band.
i admit, they aren't THAT amazing. it was just the experience they gave me more than anything.
and now, they're over in the UK touring with the biggest band there, McFly. (mcfly has beaten out the beatles for world records and stuff. it's insane. plus, they were just in the movie "JUST MY LUCK" and the drummer banged lindsay lohan. pahh.)

i'm seriously like. proud. it's so so so lame. it's jsut so weird that like there in the UK, people wait outside their bus for HOURS to just get pictures OF them. when i was so so lucky to get to like..hang out with them at a sushi lounge & outside the hard rock until 12 am, sneaking into soundcheck at the tampa theatre, singing panagia on the streets of worcester. throwing a birthday party in NY, the womans convention??, rocking radio disney and getting into the pr m&g in georgia, and theres so many more... they know who i am, im not just another face in the crowd. and these UK people..they just die at the site of them. they're going to be huuuuge there. cause england and all those places LOVE the cheesy american pop just like the japanese and all that (who are also obsessed x89372 with click). watching the udo festival  video really knocked me on my butt. it's just so awesome to see them get what they want and in like..such a rewarding way. to hear the crowd of over 10,000 screaming the lyrics to their songs in a country they've never even been to before. that's truly amazing. i can't IMAGINE what they must feel like. I saw them in NYC, at a Video gaming Show, with a crowd of 25 people. then about 6 months later, I see them in JAPAN. at a huge rock festival, with a crowd of 10,000+ people, with every single one of them screaming their songs at the top of their lungs. It blows my mind.

I cant imgaine being the person who goes from a crowd like this....


To a crowd like THIS


It seriously blows my mind. stevie took the thoughts right out of my head. I forget who i was talking to about this last week. But I am so so so proud of those boys. I know alot of you guys who know me, dont really understand it. Hell sometimes, *i* dont even understand it. But those boys, They changed my life. I mean, who knew that, going to see the backstreet boys would have such a HUGE impact on my life. (HAHA the effing backstreet boys. <3.) But i mean, I know that when Kim, Tara and I went to that show, we had NO intentions of finding a new band to fall in love with. (Tara, how did you escape unharmed?!?! I dont get it). The first time I met them, they were, HEY YOURE THE GUYS FROM THE STAGE!!!! The second time was.... woah, im meeting "the band". I was scared to death of them? haha please notice the atleast 2-3 foot gap between me and kim, and the guys sitting at the table.


I remember specifically when we got back to florida. and got these pictures, Kim and I going, Who the hell is that random guy sitting in the back of our picture?? we were pissed. Who knew that not even 2 months later, "that guy" would be one of the coolest people we knew. I didnt think THIS would happen?


As time went on, it became less and less about "the band, and more about the people. I dont see them as "the click five". They are Joe, Ben, Joey, Eric and Ethan, and duhh of course Ryan Jeff and STEVE :) . Sure, they are tcf, but, thats not it. It used to be. Back in the day, it used to be. But I dunno, and this is so corny. But like, I've watched them grow. I've helped them get fans, even if its just the dozen sisters who Kim and I converted :P  I've watched them go from, the opening band who everyone but a handful stares at their watches and wonder if this is the last song. To this HUGE band, rocking countries all over the world. Its insane. like it really does blow my mind. and I know the next time I go see them, Im still gonna get the Same, HEY MICHELLE! and the same hugs, and the same smiles, that ive had since day one. Just because they are THAT amazing. I just find that life works in mysterious ways. And I think I need to stop questioning why everything happens, and trying to put logic behind my thoughts. Because im sure Joe, sitting in his bunk on the bus sometimes wonders, How the hell did we get here? and ya know, who cares how you got there? The point is that you ARE there. So maybe I should stop trying to find the answers to questions. Sometimes there ARE no answers. It jsut is. Why did I meet click. .... You dont need an answer, Everything happens for a reason. But just because theres no logic doesnt mean im not thankful. But thats a WHOLE other blog.

good lord, im done. Sorry :)
if you made it to the end, Comment this, and give me your thoughts.
ESP YOU TARA I WANNA KNOW HOW YOU GOT OUT SCOTT FREE. :)

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