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[im_lost_withen]

i wonder how many people even read my lj...because all the sudden i havnt getting many comments..if any.
i think i might just kill the LJ thing and try to get a life...

news..umm...Aaron is trying to start up a band with me..im not sure thats gunna work..but im gunan try to get something together for next week..to play and junk..

i think im getting a black eye for some reason..it really fucking hurts..

i was thinking of trying to make myself bleed again by punching walls today..but i didnt do it..i might do it later...cuz im messed up or something

you know what i think the leading cause of suicide is..BORDOM..im serious..think about it

i got a crazy feauxhawk going now..and i put a headband over it...and i think i will wear my hair like this tomarrow, because i think it looks good..and again..i dont give a fuck about what i look like at school

SHOW THIS FRIDAY. BURY YOUR DEAD~WALLS OF JERICHO~TOTAL CHAOS..oh snap..i might be taking Darrin..and i might see Adam and his GF there..and that will make me think of Nick..WHO WONT BE THERE..gah..i want him to go with me sooo bad...but w/e
i will cry..then i will prolly brake something in the pit..