there was nothing even there to give up that I said. I said what seemed to be true and needed to be said, I care and if you dont really care that I care then its your loss, I know you dont like me and I dont need you to say it to my face or in an Lj or what not. no matter what no matter if you dont like me, I will always care and wish to save you from death if I could. I would go to hell so you could go to heaven, I understand I never talk to you. I just dont talk because I know how you will just push me away, I know your growing up and going out into the world and can find other friends and all. But even if you do and you forget about me I will never forget about you, because just once in my life before you knew me. I was just like you with all the same problems. Just I hid inside and I just dont want you to hid anymore. sorry if you dont want me butting in, but if I know it will save you from something or just make you think on something. Then I will always butt in no matter how much you like it. I am just as stubborn and it will never change. ~*Heather*~
one other thing, you never wrote my name but I knew you were talking about me when I was dating Josh, because I did say infact I quote " I may break up with him because hes not really there or just is all over other girls and I dont like him for that." to kelby and you told Sara and you both said how bad you wanted to kick my ass and what not. But whatever really because you saw what I mean with your own heart, he hurt you. but it didnt make you stop loving him, so why did you stop wanting me as a friend? I didnt hurt you. I know for a fact I didnt. because I always stood up for you. but I dont want to get this going any further, so I will live in your shadows and be pushed aside because I only wished to care ~*Heather*~
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