Apr 13, 2005 21:22
so. the last few days have been really depressing/sad/emotional.
Rest In Peace Lance Adams. Only the good die young...
lately it seems like i dont have as many close friends as i used to. i mean, i have friends at school that i eat lunch with and all, but there isnt really anyone that i can call my "Best Friend" i mean, i thought i had..quite a few, but they seem to put others ahead of me. everyone seems to like someone else more. i mean its cool that they have other friends and whatnot..but when its EVERYONE and EVERYONE has someone else that they put in front of you, it gets depressing. and really makes me sad because all these people that i thought were my close friends, arent? okay, this is stupid, but im not only in like 3 of my friends profiles anymore. it sounds dumb, but when people make their profiles they put all of their closest friends in them, and i get left out of a lot. i dunno. i never really hang out with anyone anymore. people ask other people to do something with them right in front of my face. it really makes me mad when peope say they are going to call, and dont. and when you THINK you might hang out with someone, they blow you off because they are hanging out with someone else or just forget about you. its frustrating. UUGGG and i am sick of it. whatever. its not like anyone really reads this. only like 1 or 2 people. but at least i can get all this out. thats what its for.
well, later. i have done enought complaining for one night.