Dec 24, 2004 23:11
Well, I am not really lookin forward to Christmas, who cares anymore. This is the worst Christmas ever. By far.
This Christmas break so far has sucked, marjorly, except for the fact that I have hung out with Elena. I am really goin to try to enjoy the rest of my break, but I dont think that will happen. I will probably just be stuck home like I usually am. Or I will just like go live with Elena. The only person I have hung out with this whole break is Elena, but I am really glad because Elena is the greatest person ever to walk this earth! We are goin to climb a tree, drink coolaid, and run naked in a field. It shall be fun. Nobody else ever invites me anywhere anymore. But whatever, I dont care anymore. I just...ug...dont care?????
Elena and Stephen, if it hadnt been for you too, I would like have died. I really, this just sucks and like, you guys have really been there for me. Thanks a lot. I love you guys.
This holiday season is suppost to be happy and fun. Where did the happiness go? It feels like I got it sucked out of me and all is left is saddness and pain? I just feel like I want to cry all the time. This is really out of character for me. I hate it.
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