gosh
lifes dec.
so much drama
i take to much and i stopped.
it hurts so bad to loose 2 bestfriends. but it hurts more for me to sit and watch them go down the tubes. im not saying its gunna happen and i hope it dont but. yeah. and it hurts to be lied to OVER and OVER and OVER again and for me to sit there and let it be okay.
i'm not like that i dont get walked all over..i dont take bullshit. why them and why me. its fucking rediculous and it needed to stop and it hurts so bad but i guess its impossible at this point.
when i say im there for u i am. always not just when its convient for me. always. and if u say the same thing to me then i should get the same respect. but they dont have respect. immaturity should be considered a disability because some people will never grow up. im honest im straight forward i tell it how it is.do you? NO hell no. i dish it so i've learned to take it.
i didn't want it to be like this and i regret little. im looking for an apology or mabey even some understanding. i guess im lost. i dont feel i did anything and im going to stick by that. i guess people just need to grow some balls.
oh and if your going to lie then atleast do it good. you dont think i know but i do. the best part is your boy or even you blows your spot up. its sad. RIDE OR DIE. yeah fucking snitches
so much drama
i take to much and i stopped.
it hurts so bad to loose 2 bestfriends. but it hurts more for me to sit and watch them go down the tubes. im not saying its gunna happen and i hope it dont but. yeah. and it hurts to be lied to OVER and OVER and OVER again and for me to sit there and let it be okay.
i'm not like that i dont get walked all over..i dont take bullshit. why them and why me. its fucking rediculous and it needed to stop and it hurts so bad but i guess its impossible at this point.
when i say im there for u i am. always not just when its convient for me. always. and if u say the same thing to me then i should get the same respect. but they dont have respect. immaturity should be considered a disability because some people will never grow up. im honest im straight forward i tell it how it is.do you? NO hell no. i dish it so i've learned to take it.
i didn't want it to be like this and i regret little. im looking for an apology or mabey even some understanding. i guess im lost. i dont feel i did anything and im going to stick by that. i guess people just need to grow some balls.
oh and if your going to lie then atleast do it good. you dont think i know but i do. the best part is your boy or even you blows your spot up. its sad. RIDE OR DIE. yeah fucking snitches