Gorgeous Day!
Need to get off line for at least a while and do laundry and get all the camping gear from last weekend out of the car... We didn't wind up camping but we did have a three-way! **blush**
Going away this weekend to a convention... George RR Martin will be there (he helped create the TV series Beauty and the Beast). We are rooming with this guy I have thought was hot forever... He is straight. He is letting us stay in his king-sized bed with him.... Interesting, huh?
Gosh... Suddenly I realize my second entry to LJ is about sex. What image am I projecting? That I am some sorta big sex slut? I am not... Sex to me is important and it makes me feel so much closer to those men... I hope all this sex talk won't make people feel bad about me... Will my few new friends un-friend me? But I want to be honest!
I am far more than JUST sex. I love so many things and I really like people! I am a shy extrovert if that makes any sense. Some people think I am not shy cuz I will just walk up to most people and start talking, but they don't know that my chest is POUNDING inside and I am sweating all down my sides and I'm terrified that someone will sneer at me or tell me to go away...
This is a big social weekend so I will be dealing with all those issues!
Now to go work on my profile a little bit...reveal a little more info there!
And to get laundry done so we can go away for the weekend!
Going away this weekend to a convention... George RR Martin will be there (he helped create the TV series Beauty and the Beast). We are rooming with this guy I have thought was hot forever... He is straight. He is letting us stay in his king-sized bed with him.... Interesting, huh?
Gosh... Suddenly I realize my second entry to LJ is about sex. What image am I projecting? That I am some sorta big sex slut? I am not... Sex to me is important and it makes me feel so much closer to those men... I hope all this sex talk won't make people feel bad about me... Will my few new friends un-friend me? But I want to be honest!
I am far more than JUST sex. I love so many things and I really like people! I am a shy extrovert if that makes any sense. Some people think I am not shy cuz I will just walk up to most people and start talking, but they don't know that my chest is POUNDING inside and I am sweating all down my sides and I'm terrified that someone will sneer at me or tell me to go away...
This is a big social weekend so I will be dealing with all those issues!
Now to go work on my profile a little bit...reveal a little more info there!
And to get laundry done so we can go away for the weekend!