Okay, wisenboi, Here I Am!
Hey...
To say my life has been eventual would be an understatement. I have two lovers. And so do they. What I mean to say is that we are together...
My life has been a roller coaster. Highs and some LOWS. But things are smoothing out and I think I am starting a powerful part of my life.
Months ago my bf and I had sex with my ex in a bathroom called NV.
And then we had lots of sex with him. And we went to SFO (that is what natives call San Francisco) and it was amazing. Out of bed and in bed... I was happy at how well my men got a long too.
Then Wyatt came to visit us and told us he was getting transferred back.
And then he was here and I realized my lover, Alex, was ... well ... cheating with my ex, Wyatt.
It was horrible and I can't go on now about it. I got nudged by wisenboi to make an entry so I am letting you guys know I am alive...
I thought my bf was going to leave me ...
I think he almost did ...
And then something happened ... It was so weird. My bf had to go out of town and my ex came over and it was like we'd never broken up and he told me he could never take Alex from me, that he was in love with him but he'd wanted to steal me and then they got serious and would I consider a three-way.
And I am considering it...
There is so much to tell and I'll fill you in... If I don't... NUDGE ME AGAIN!
I need friends! Thanks wisenboi for nudging me.
I was avoiding LJ cuz I think I was blaming it somehow for getting me into such wild trouble. I was thinking I needed to dump everyone and get me a quite boring boyfriend and be socially domesticated. That since I had tried to explore possibilities and stuff, since I had gotten unconventional and stuff that I had ruined my life...
But now... I guess once you go through the door you can never really truly go back...
Wish me luck...
To say my life has been eventual would be an understatement. I have two lovers. And so do they. What I mean to say is that we are together...
My life has been a roller coaster. Highs and some LOWS. But things are smoothing out and I think I am starting a powerful part of my life.
Months ago my bf and I had sex with my ex in a bathroom called NV.
And then we had lots of sex with him. And we went to SFO (that is what natives call San Francisco) and it was amazing. Out of bed and in bed... I was happy at how well my men got a long too.
Then Wyatt came to visit us and told us he was getting transferred back.
And then he was here and I realized my lover, Alex, was ... well ... cheating with my ex, Wyatt.
It was horrible and I can't go on now about it. I got nudged by wisenboi to make an entry so I am letting you guys know I am alive...
I thought my bf was going to leave me ...
I think he almost did ...
And then something happened ... It was so weird. My bf had to go out of town and my ex came over and it was like we'd never broken up and he told me he could never take Alex from me, that he was in love with him but he'd wanted to steal me and then they got serious and would I consider a three-way.
And I am considering it...
There is so much to tell and I'll fill you in... If I don't... NUDGE ME AGAIN!
I need friends! Thanks wisenboi for nudging me.
I was avoiding LJ cuz I think I was blaming it somehow for getting me into such wild trouble. I was thinking I needed to dump everyone and get me a quite boring boyfriend and be socially domesticated. That since I had tried to explore possibilities and stuff, since I had gotten unconventional and stuff that I had ruined my life...
But now... I guess once you go through the door you can never really truly go back...
Wish me luck...