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we can still be friends
blah blah BULL SHIT...
fuckin hardly aknowledged my existance, and then don't talk to/look at me all night
i mean its whatever anyway, what ever it is you want to do, thats fine with me, i just wish i was told what was true and not what i want to hear
people are so... aggrivating.
other than THAT i had a pretty decent night
chilled with some peoples, danced a fair amount, gave someone (who can't really dance) my aim, sarah gave me her number... sa'll good in da hood yo.
got plenty of compliments and crap on my outfit, and had three people tell me i looked like sam from benny & joon (and one person said i looked like charlie). yup... kinda what i was going for anyway (not the charlie part though)
i realized in the shower (lol... the shower has no relevence) today that i really don't care about cassie anymore.
i mean, it'd be great to have her as a friend..
but i don't think about her anymore, ever. i don't go out of my way to check her journal, never check her facebook or photobucket, couldn't care less about any guys she may or not be with, and i'm hardly reminded of her when it comes to crap that used to scream "CASSIE!"
even stuff like bunnies or ESSM... i just think of those things and cass never enters my head.
can't say i'm not happy about that... but it does kind of prove to me that even what you think is real love can be shattered and lost and eventually worn away... and thats disheartening
anyway... tis time for sleep so i can work tomorrow!! BYE!!
blah blah BULL SHIT...
fuckin hardly aknowledged my existance, and then don't talk to/look at me all night
i mean its whatever anyway, what ever it is you want to do, thats fine with me, i just wish i was told what was true and not what i want to hear
people are so... aggrivating.
other than THAT i had a pretty decent night
chilled with some peoples, danced a fair amount, gave someone (who can't really dance) my aim, sarah gave me her number... sa'll good in da hood yo.
got plenty of compliments and crap on my outfit, and had three people tell me i looked like sam from benny & joon (and one person said i looked like charlie). yup... kinda what i was going for anyway (not the charlie part though)
i realized in the shower (lol... the shower has no relevence) today that i really don't care about cassie anymore.
i mean, it'd be great to have her as a friend..
but i don't think about her anymore, ever. i don't go out of my way to check her journal, never check her facebook or photobucket, couldn't care less about any guys she may or not be with, and i'm hardly reminded of her when it comes to crap that used to scream "CASSIE!"
even stuff like bunnies or ESSM... i just think of those things and cass never enters my head.
can't say i'm not happy about that... but it does kind of prove to me that even what you think is real love can be shattered and lost and eventually worn away... and thats disheartening
anyway... tis time for sleep so i can work tomorrow!! BYE!!