May 05, 2005 15:29
i can't believe it.
you know when you think it can't get any worse, but it does?
well i know how that EXACTLY feels.
lets see i had the biggest breakdown of my life yesterday, i've thrown my guts up, i hate going to school even more than i did before, i can't even look at them anymore it makes me sick, i just can't believe how everything is so messed up, major
i'm just...speechless.
i want to get out of this place, i want to go, i want to run away, i want to have picked better people in the beginning, how stupid i was.
i thought friends were suppost to build you up, not tear you down. i wish i could just get out of this dirty circle.