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Just for anyone that cares:
I have a best friend. And his name is Greg. And I'm the luckiest person to have him in my life the way I do. I feel selfish at times, clinging to him so closely. He's the best thing to ever happen to me. Prom is in 2 days, and I've never been more excited and nervous in my life. He taught me how to care , he was even the first and only person I ever really loved. He taught me the tough lessons in life that no one else did. He showed me some things are so bad, and how to appreciate the real things that matter. I value him probably more than anything. And the worst part is, he won't ever realize that. Sometimes, I get hurt and frustrated with things regarding him. It's because I'm jealous and selfish and I have a hard time accepting that I can't have the one thing I truly want. It's my fault really, not his. The past three years I've known him haven't been the easiest, especially emotionally. However they have been the best three of my life, and I wouldn't trade them for the world. Having him around is rather unexplainable, and most people don't understand that, I know this, and I'm really okay with it. If anyone knew him the way I do, they'd understand just how amazing he really is. Most people can't just see that on the surface. I've been lucky enough to get to know him, and find a wonderful person that I've shared my past three years of highschool with. To anyone that 'hates' him over stupid drama, that no one will remember in 10 years, fuck you. To anyone that can see the good in him, or any person for that matter, well I'm glad you have some sense in you. This boy means so much to me. I can't afford to lose him over my selfish overdramatic tendencies. I hope he realizes this. I love him more than he realizes. That's all I can say. I hope he forgives me. I love you GP.
xo.
Cb.
I have a best friend. And his name is Greg. And I'm the luckiest person to have him in my life the way I do. I feel selfish at times, clinging to him so closely. He's the best thing to ever happen to me. Prom is in 2 days, and I've never been more excited and nervous in my life. He taught me how to care , he was even the first and only person I ever really loved. He taught me the tough lessons in life that no one else did. He showed me some things are so bad, and how to appreciate the real things that matter. I value him probably more than anything. And the worst part is, he won't ever realize that. Sometimes, I get hurt and frustrated with things regarding him. It's because I'm jealous and selfish and I have a hard time accepting that I can't have the one thing I truly want. It's my fault really, not his. The past three years I've known him haven't been the easiest, especially emotionally. However they have been the best three of my life, and I wouldn't trade them for the world. Having him around is rather unexplainable, and most people don't understand that, I know this, and I'm really okay with it. If anyone knew him the way I do, they'd understand just how amazing he really is. Most people can't just see that on the surface. I've been lucky enough to get to know him, and find a wonderful person that I've shared my past three years of highschool with. To anyone that 'hates' him over stupid drama, that no one will remember in 10 years, fuck you. To anyone that can see the good in him, or any person for that matter, well I'm glad you have some sense in you. This boy means so much to me. I can't afford to lose him over my selfish overdramatic tendencies. I hope he realizes this. I love him more than he realizes. That's all I can say. I hope he forgives me. I love you GP.
xo.
Cb.