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Heh... Bleh. Eric is getting.... just a tad more serious than I intended it all to be. I don't want to hurt him, but if it keeps up... I'll have to. There were times when I didn't mind being heartless. Hell I loved it. It's just I can't exactly hurt the guy for just wanting to be loved. :( I feel like a bad person.... I know I'm gonna break it off with him in about a month. I should. :( :( :( I just don't want to hurt him! Summer brings on the smell of alcohol and smoke. When I go out I would like to feel free to do what I please. :( :( :( I am such a bad person.