last day

Jun 03, 2005 01:30

wow, i still can't believe that it was the last day of school. it really did not feel like it. it was so sad. {understatement}. except for my last history class. i will not miss that at all. i'll miss aaron{zero is our hero!} in second block though. and mr. toler since he's retiring. and mrs. triplett was awesome. and mrs. eraki. i loved her so much.
today was horribly sad. i did not want to leave to go to fifth block. it was so hard to pull away from jacob and go to class...i sat down and i must have looked really upset because mrs. eraki gave me the most concerned look. blargh, i hate crying in front of people, comedia. and i dread the morning. i really do not want to leave...
blargh, the next 30 days are going to be so hard...i am going to go insane. jacob, i am really going to miss you. i wish neither of us had to leave. and i wish we could have seen each other one more time before you have to leave. i can't help but be upset...

virginia is going to suck.

time is going by way too fast for me. and all i'm doing is wasting what few precious moments that i have in this life. as slow as each class at school seemed to go by, the year has already passed so soon. i wish i could just stop time. stay in certain moments forever. but then, would they be so treasured? i suppose not...

~i love you so much jacob~
{i hate leaving. i am really really going to miss you. i'm sorry that i keep saying that, but i really will. i can't wait to see you again. that seems so far away right now. i love you so much more than you know. if only i could stay up all nite and talk to you. i hate to say goodbye...}
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