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So. My grandma just keeps getting worse. I'm not sure how I feel. I've never had to deal with death before. I mean, people I know have died, but no one that I actually knew. If that makes any sense at all. So I'm completely a mess.. I don't want to go to school, I don't want to go to work. I don't want to be at home. I really have no idea what I want. So I guess I just want this whole death thing to stop. And Um. I want to be 10 again and have no worries. And I want to have a naptime in the middle of my day. And I want my friends to actually be my friends. Thanks guys. Love you too.