**Sigh**
So I totally have a major crush on this guy Brad. He is really nice and funny and all of that good stuff. He eats breakfast with me and Rachel every Monday and I am totally in to him. I have not actually liked a guy in a really long time.
Last night me and Rach went to Wal-Mart and got some stuff and I got my pictures developed. They were really old. They were from when we went to Click Five and Nopi and stuff. They are really funny. I had totally forgotten about the creepy little robot guy until I saw his picture and I started laughing so hard. There are some really funny pics of me and Mandy being stupid in Wal-Mart, too.
After Wal-Mart we picked up the other Rachael and went to see Saw II. It was good. I like it and now I totally cannot wait until Saw III. The guy at the movie theater let us buy kids tickets which was really nice.
After that Rach brought me back to my dorm to get my stuff for today so that we could have a slumber party at Creswell. That was so fun. On a couple of the guy halls in Creswell, including Brad's, they were having parties and stuff. It was fun and then we went back to Rachel's room and stayed up until like 4 watching all the cheesy scary movies on TV. Brad was downtown partying though so I left him a note on his door and when he came back from downtown he came to Rachel's room and hung out for a few. I feel like such a little kid talking about him like that, I don't know if is just a crush or if I am starting to like him for real. I guess only time will tell, haha.
Today I have been feeling a little better about myself but I also have not been thinking about it much. But oh man yesterday we were in Religion and we were talking about death and I seriously almost had a nervous breaskdown. I have always known that I am deathly afraid of dying, but I just don't think about it. But, in class yesterday that is all we were talking about and it was really freaking me out. Since I don't totally know if I believe in God or anything I just wonder like what will happen to me? Oh man I cannot keep talking about this but this subject is something that has been bothering me for years.
Well, I totally did not go to my one class today and slept until 12. Now I have tons of homework to do and a really big history test to study for. I guess I will update again later.
I still can't figure out why everytime I try to put a picture on here it says it is too big....oh well I guess the people who read this know what I look like.
Last night me and Rach went to Wal-Mart and got some stuff and I got my pictures developed. They were really old. They were from when we went to Click Five and Nopi and stuff. They are really funny. I had totally forgotten about the creepy little robot guy until I saw his picture and I started laughing so hard. There are some really funny pics of me and Mandy being stupid in Wal-Mart, too.
After Wal-Mart we picked up the other Rachael and went to see Saw II. It was good. I like it and now I totally cannot wait until Saw III. The guy at the movie theater let us buy kids tickets which was really nice.
After that Rach brought me back to my dorm to get my stuff for today so that we could have a slumber party at Creswell. That was so fun. On a couple of the guy halls in Creswell, including Brad's, they were having parties and stuff. It was fun and then we went back to Rachel's room and stayed up until like 4 watching all the cheesy scary movies on TV. Brad was downtown partying though so I left him a note on his door and when he came back from downtown he came to Rachel's room and hung out for a few. I feel like such a little kid talking about him like that, I don't know if is just a crush or if I am starting to like him for real. I guess only time will tell, haha.
Today I have been feeling a little better about myself but I also have not been thinking about it much. But oh man yesterday we were in Religion and we were talking about death and I seriously almost had a nervous breaskdown. I have always known that I am deathly afraid of dying, but I just don't think about it. But, in class yesterday that is all we were talking about and it was really freaking me out. Since I don't totally know if I believe in God or anything I just wonder like what will happen to me? Oh man I cannot keep talking about this but this subject is something that has been bothering me for years.
Well, I totally did not go to my one class today and slept until 12. Now I have tons of homework to do and a really big history test to study for. I guess I will update again later.
I still can't figure out why everytime I try to put a picture on here it says it is too big....oh well I guess the people who read this know what I look like.