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well on halloween my grandma who was 84 passed away. creepy and odd. day of dead, all saints day. strange. considering when we went to her house she had a bowl of candy waiting for the kids.. i guess it was her time to go. you realize a lot when someone passes that you love. You start to regret all the things you never did. Like spend lots of time with them, visit them watch tv with them, anything to just keep them company and be there with them, i never really willingly visited grandma. i was never the one who was like MOM can we go visit grandma, it was always her dragging me there. as i got older i willingly went but wasnt so enthusiastic about going. i loved my grandma dont get me wrong, and i know she loved me, from all the stories ive heard in the past days. i have one grandparent left. and thats my dads dad. who i love more then anything in this world. after being thro my 2 grabdmas and grandpas deaths i have finally come to the conclusion that they need company to and to spend time with and to be loved and talk 2. i love my grandpa, and i want to start spending a lot of time with him. i already miss my grandma, its sad. my dad said to me. "sam isnt it ironic how we are born and givin life in a hospital and then you die in a hospital"
sometimes you just got to pick up your head and move on.
grandpa and I made a dinner date. he makes some dinner and we sit down watch some westerns and eat popcorn. =]
hes the best.
by the way. i absolutley love daniel. he is my world. only one of my 'friends' (and my sexy boyfreind) who came to the wake, and stood by my side during this. thank mushyy facee.your the best. i lovee you