Aug 07, 2005 23:39
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Oh Doctor, Doctor, I must have gotten this sick somehow.
I'm going to ask you a series of questions,
And I want them answered on the spot, right now.
Is it serious?
I'm afraid it is.
Am I gonna die?
Well son, death is gonna catch up to all one day,
But yours is coming quicker than ours, than ours.
Some things I may have taken for granted again and again,
well here's what was said then
Hold your head high heavy heart.
So take a chance and make it big,
Cause it's the last you'll ever get.
If we don't take it, when will we make it?
I make plans to break plans,
And I've been planning something big, planning something big, planning.
(life is good)
a lot of emotions been going through my head. not all bad. but i mean like shits been so good. like its never been this good. onli when i was like in 4th grade and i didnt have a worry in the world. not then. never when i was young. never in elemetry school. middle school was when it began. hell from then out. coming to terms with things. how fake people can be. how people don'y really care about what you feel. their out for themselves 97% of the time. its just funny. that now i can look back on things and think, who the fuck did I think I was. i wasnt any better then anyone else. i was just as immature, yea i was a lot more wise then but still immature like the rest. im undecided why im saying all this. but i realized how highschool in NO different. still the bullshit drama. still fake people. trying to impress. trying to 'fit in' talking behind your back, lying. all of that. but YOU think about it. and thats how its going to be for the rest of your life. when you grow up and have freinds and have a steady job. it will be the SAME fucking bullshit. just with all your co workers and friends. and you can think it wont happen. but it will. maybe theres people out there that dont have friends like that. but I no as well as you, thats nearly impossible. ppl lie and cheat and would kill for themselves. unless you find a lucky person who isnt like that.
and they would be
one in a million
anyway i feel like writing. anything. just a lot on my mind.
ha. today at the ridge. alli and i saw some guy from an NA meeting we use 2 go 2 . and he looked at alli and was like you look familiar. and she said. yea we use 2 go to the ramsey meetings. and hes like do you go to NA. i dont want to reveal your A if your not comftable. i could have seen you somewhere else. lol weirdo.
humph.
i love you daniel <3