and the grass keeps growing... as the days go by!
i'm ready/not ready for school to start. i miss everyone horridly!!
hanging out with brian the past 2 times we've hung out has been fun. i'm gonna miss him when he goes. but my goal for this year is to let things in the past not bother me anymore. get over it... make myself not be mad at the person even if there still mad. cuz honestly anything thats happened with like kali or whatever i'm over. yea... she hates me and i can't say i like her all that much but i do miss talking to her. just like i miss talking to everyone else that i haven't talked to!
lately i've been hanging out with brent beth tara justin andrea derrick and mal alot. i like it. we went to brents tonight and went swimming, i looked like a boy with boy swim trunks and a t-shirt... but i didn't bring a bathing suit. i really feel like me and brent have gotten close. and me and justin closer. i love everyone soo much. i think cuz it's clicked that this is the last year i'll really talk to some of these people. and taht makes me sad.
i love andrea to peices and seeing her sad crushes me. she is soo confused about everything right now that she comes off as being 'depressed'. i feel bad for her. but i think about her everyday and i hope that helps.
blake got home today. i talked to him for like 3 min. i just wanted to see if he was home and he was. but it was when i was with everyone. so i didn't wantt o exclude myself. so i cut it short. he sounded sooo sad. and i asked him what was wrong and he said nothing. i hope he was tired.... and not something bad. like what if he has to go to a new school. i'd die!!! i'd cry soo much i couldn't stand loosing him. ugh!! but in 2 years...... highschool will be like done (i think) where will all my friendships go?
ok i'm done mooping. went to allegions concert last night. they did a splendid job... i must say so myself. i was proud of them!! and plus i saw andrea and all them which i haden't seen all summer. but i don't think they like me that much. oh well... whatcha gonna do???
ok well i'm going to bed!! nighty night
PEACE IN THE MIDDLE EAST!
hanging out with brian the past 2 times we've hung out has been fun. i'm gonna miss him when he goes. but my goal for this year is to let things in the past not bother me anymore. get over it... make myself not be mad at the person even if there still mad. cuz honestly anything thats happened with like kali or whatever i'm over. yea... she hates me and i can't say i like her all that much but i do miss talking to her. just like i miss talking to everyone else that i haven't talked to!
lately i've been hanging out with brent beth tara justin andrea derrick and mal alot. i like it. we went to brents tonight and went swimming, i looked like a boy with boy swim trunks and a t-shirt... but i didn't bring a bathing suit. i really feel like me and brent have gotten close. and me and justin closer. i love everyone soo much. i think cuz it's clicked that this is the last year i'll really talk to some of these people. and taht makes me sad.
i love andrea to peices and seeing her sad crushes me. she is soo confused about everything right now that she comes off as being 'depressed'. i feel bad for her. but i think about her everyday and i hope that helps.
blake got home today. i talked to him for like 3 min. i just wanted to see if he was home and he was. but it was when i was with everyone. so i didn't wantt o exclude myself. so i cut it short. he sounded sooo sad. and i asked him what was wrong and he said nothing. i hope he was tired.... and not something bad. like what if he has to go to a new school. i'd die!!! i'd cry soo much i couldn't stand loosing him. ugh!! but in 2 years...... highschool will be like done (i think) where will all my friendships go?
ok i'm done mooping. went to allegions concert last night. they did a splendid job... i must say so myself. i was proud of them!! and plus i saw andrea and all them which i haden't seen all summer. but i don't think they like me that much. oh well... whatcha gonna do???
ok well i'm going to bed!! nighty night
PEACE IN THE MIDDLE EAST!