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blakes g-ma died. crushed me!!!! so tonight i went and bought flowers and called blake to see if he was home or not. his mom said that he wouldn't be home for a couple days. ugh..... but i still wanted to take them to his mom. and we were driving through this parking lot to cut over..... and his house is like in a middle of a block... weird spto!! and we pulled in... not sure even if that was his house and he was outside. :P so i got out... walked up to him and he was happy. and told me his mom was outside but i told him he had to take me to see her. and i gavve them to her and she smiled and said she was gonna cry.... which she got teary eyed! and was gonna give me a hug but she was on there deck and there was tree stuff all around. and then she said it was nice to finally meet you and we shook hands. than i left.... he walked me to mals car and we gave eachother a hug... and i told him i'd see him at the visitation.... and he said he'd be at both of them. its at... i don't remember the name.... right down the street from the school so i'm gonna walk ther after school..... and see him. but i'm scared.... really am. but i thin ki'll be fine.... hopefully. but i was shaking i was sooo nervous to meet her!!!! but gosh..... like.... i love him sooo much!!! hes my best friend!!!!! and i miss him. its weird. YA'LL KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!!! well i'll ttyl!!