Oct 01, 2007 20:11
I need you so badly right now.
you too.
I miss kayla.
you're getting to be annoying. why can't we be like we used to? you were in my dream and you were so nice... why do you turn it off? oh yah, cause you're stupid.
oh well, I guess it's better this way.
I feel so lazy and fat. I don't know what I'm doing with my life. Nor do I ever know if I will. It scares me more & more each day. Josh and I had a "deep" conversation if you want to call it that. It made a lot of sense but made me more depressed.
I want to visit Mr. Lawton & Mrs. Petitbon when I finish my story. I finally got writing again after oh..six months. I don't have inspiration anymore now that she's gone. The part of me I liked is gone. Its not coming back, and I dont know how to accept that.
meh.
I want my TATTTTTOOOOOOO.
fck.