It seemed so long ago.
Last night I saw the boy that said he was going to marry me, [of course we were about five at the time...] but nonetheless, this boy has always been a part of my life. My first best friend, my first crush, and I've been so worried about him, no one really knows how I think about him. No one can ever really know why he's so important to me. Ever since he moved I felt worried about how his life was going to work out...but now hes back and has a job...it's pretty amazing. He's all grown up, not that he wasn't before...it's just different. Seeing him, and hearing him talk brought back so many memories. We had good times together. He's always going to be a part of my life.
Then I went to the volleyball game with Josh. That game was intense. no joke. We kicked ass, and I was about to kick this mother from the opposing team in teh face. She was being totally obnoxious. She probably beats her rich kids taht night for not winning. Oh, that's right..WE WON. suck it. They all did amazingly. It went by fast, and during the second game it was neck & neck the entire way. Now they're in the semi finals. I know they can win this. I loved seeing my best friend so happy & full of life, sadly its not too often.
I've been so tired this week..I can't stop yawning. Tomorrow I have to get up early and go to Lesley College in Boston. So I don't remember much about this week, but I do remember tonight...pretty good eh?
Tonight was truly amazing. My mom let me go out with him. I can't tell you how extrememly happy I am. She let me see him, no forbidding. She still was not happy about it...but she allowed it. That's all I ask for. She doesn't know we're "together"...it's going to take awhile. So he picked me up & we went to the football game w/stevey. We lost the game :[ oh well. My friend got pretty upset, he was actually crying. But for the reason that it was the last game really...and ya know his coach was saying stuff. I felt so bad, I just wanted to hug him. But he ended up going back to his old self, and making us laugh so hard. I havent laughed that hard in so long. We went to his house after and had hot chocolate & dominos. Time flew. I could go on...but I'll let you suffer no more.
♥ peace
Then I went to the volleyball game with Josh. That game was intense. no joke. We kicked ass, and I was about to kick this mother from the opposing team in teh face. She was being totally obnoxious. She probably beats her rich kids taht night for not winning. Oh, that's right..WE WON. suck it. They all did amazingly. It went by fast, and during the second game it was neck & neck the entire way. Now they're in the semi finals. I know they can win this. I loved seeing my best friend so happy & full of life, sadly its not too often.
I've been so tired this week..I can't stop yawning. Tomorrow I have to get up early and go to Lesley College in Boston. So I don't remember much about this week, but I do remember tonight...pretty good eh?
Tonight was truly amazing. My mom let me go out with him. I can't tell you how extrememly happy I am. She let me see him, no forbidding. She still was not happy about it...but she allowed it. That's all I ask for. She doesn't know we're "together"...it's going to take awhile. So he picked me up & we went to the football game w/stevey. We lost the game :[ oh well. My friend got pretty upset, he was actually crying. But for the reason that it was the last game really...and ya know his coach was saying stuff. I felt so bad, I just wanted to hug him. But he ended up going back to his old self, and making us laugh so hard. I havent laughed that hard in so long. We went to his house after and had hot chocolate & dominos. Time flew. I could go on...but I'll let you suffer no more.
♥ peace